Sometimes, this is good music. On days like these. Sunny afternoons. Especially if you have never heard the song before. And it totally brings you back to the fifties. (104.3 FM music on Fridays at around 2-3pm)

Ang stalker ko talaga. Kadiri. Haha. Kaklase nya yata si Kukai sa Litera2. Kung hindi si Kukai, si Tash. Haha.. alam na alam ampowta. Dalawa lang kasi Litera2 sa Yuchengco eh. Hahaha.

Can you say S-T-A-L-K-E-R? Well, I suppose everybody *more or less* behaves the same way when they have a crush..

Problema lang, hindi ko sya crush. Hahaha. Semi lang.. hahaha.. Oo, semi. Hindi tulad nung kay LM. Pseudo-crush yung kay LM eh. Hahaha. Next pseudo ko si Party Boy. Hahaha. Ang eewan pala ng mga nagiging PC ko noh? Mga eng eng!! Pero sana lang hindi maging parang LM si Party Boy. Sana makausap ko ng matino si Party Boy. At hindi LM-type of kausap. Hahaha.. pasensya na, nagrarant lang!

Really I can't understand myself.

I once thought of myself as an anti-social person. I didn't want anything to do with anyone. But now.. I wanted to be there on U-break. Because on U-break everybody is out. I wanted to be part of that throng of people who go around Taft or stay inside school during U-break.

But then. Remembering that Araby story by James Joyce. God knows I've experienced that many times before Illusions. You've set in your mind what you're U-break
will be like. But in reality, it just ain't like that at all..

I don't why I'm even bothering myself with this. But hey, just for the record, I guess..

Classmates this term.
FILIPI3: Marian and Gel, and well, Craig.
PHILPER: Nobody. The only class where I don't know anyone. Except Craig, I guess. But I don't know him know him.
LITERA2: Oh, lots. There's James and Gelo from Lr17, there's a bunch of my classmates in Stat last term including KO and that guy who was also my classmate in Litera1 (we obviously know each other but never greet one another), there's that Medic girl who's also majoring in Lit, there's the guy who had a hilarious presentation last term for Artcomp (the noodles), there's Mica Abesamis from Poveda, and Lani from Filipi2. Did I forget anybody.. well, Marian's with me here. And our prof by the way, was Happy's prof last term..
SPANONE: Well, there's that Medic girl again, there's that Bunny girl too, Eda from LitCircle, Tash, and well, Marian. And oh, that Medic guy who's a blockmate of Arthur's and a friend of Paolo Osorio's who obviously knows Marian and I are SP's but we never greet each other.
GENDERS: Ms. Manauat is my prof in this class. BJ, Jekai, and Kat from Lr17 are here. That's it, I think. Oh, Camille from 7 Habits. Tin Ditan is my classmate here but she didn't show up today.
HISTCIV: Tin and BJ are also my classmates here. Christian, too.

Six subjects. That's it. I get the feeling that it's boring. But isn't that how I liked it to be? Geez. I really don't understand what I want from that school.

Sya nga pala, ayun, pers day of skul ngayon. Wala namang significant na nangyari, thank God. Hahaha.

Looks like a good first day. I hope the rest of the term will be like this. Good. Just good. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Well, tomorrow's the second first day (second day technically, but first day of T-Th classes). I hope as well.

Shit! I love this song. Artie Shaw's rendition of A Pretty Girl Is Like A Melody.. or maybe I just love Artie Shaw. Haha.

What's all this about songs lately.

I went to the library to look for On The Road again. Alas, it wasn't there! I have a great feeling that the person who took it out right away (first day of school, biruin mo ba naman!) is the same person who has been borrowing it last term and renewing it a number of times, until finally he/she gave up and simply returned it WAY overdue on the last day.

I've decided that if this happens, I'm buying the book. After all, it's Kerouac.

There are tons of other books in the library for me to borrow anyway. There's Hemingway's books, perhaps F. Scott Fitzgerald, also don't forget Ken Kesey and the rest of them.. I had a list somewhere. God, I hope this term would allow me to read all that I've been wanting to read for such a long time.

Here's to tomorrow. All I can ask for again is that God bless it..

Yuck, ang sama ko talaga. Hahaha. But, hey, what can I do? Gusto ko na ng bagong buhay eh, paki mo ba? Kaya please lang pwede ba.. Sana naman hindi every Martes at Huwebes! Sana lang talaga!!

Hay, wish ko lang.. matutupad rin ba kaya?

Ayoko naman sana maging masama. Pero, di ko naman pwede pilitin sarili ko diba? Hindi ako peyk, kaya dyan ka na!

Ampowtah, bagay tong kanta ngayon sakin ah.. Let's get away from it all.. How I wish! From you lang pala.. hahaha. There's a whole adventure waiting for me tomorrow during break, so stay away. Hahaha.

Shet, ang sama. Ang sama talaga.. Masama nga ba? May karapatan ba ako? Wala naman syang ginagawang masama eh -- THE HELL HE DIDNT. Meron nga ba? Haha, labo ko talaga. Well, ito lang masasabi ko: I'm no rebound/meantime/whatever-you-wanna-call-it girl! And, I have my own life to live. Pakyu..